If you would know.

It seems I'm coming into a moment of despair.
I can't be the same like you .
The level that you're in.
We have different points of view.

I have my life to live ,
A time to serve, a time to give
A time where I could be on my own .

I need to be freed up, I need life.
I don't know if I'm up to this .

Created my new blogskin (: finally!

Here is the update wilson -.-
Well this week alot of things happened and i am super busy with cellgroup stuffs and fishing for fishes out there. I believe that this Christmas, the greatest gift for every single person in the world is Salvation. Being able to know Jesus is the most precious and priceless gift that anyone could recieve.(: How to have the sense of urgency to reach out to the fishes is by making God's desire your own desire. And i want to end this year well seeing my friends responding to the altar call(;

Thanks Esther for buying me a small little tiger (: lol
I like it very much haha. I know i'm as fierce as it =D
Will update more on today another time (;

Just finished serving cashier and counting and balancing the money. And i'm using their computer haha. Term test coming !! Gonna study well :D Yesterday went to study with Guo Jun and he bullied me man. Asked me to do the practise maths questions for term test and don't let me refer to the book. =.= then wanna copy the answers down on my paper he don't let me. RAH!Anyway he treat me drink haha!.GTG
bye bye!

Dear Daddy God,

How great You are! Since the day I was born into this world, You have been with me all along. When I was a small kid, You're always there looking and watching over me. You created Me in your own image. You sent me into this world to be salt and light of the world for You. No words could express how great is your unfailing love for me! Your love overflows just like a great waterfall. You flood my heart with your great love when I'm heartbroken. You encourage me when I fail in life. You pick me up when I fall. You strengthen me when I'm weak. You teaches me how to be patient, courageous and loving. You are always moulding me, changing me. I'm happy to know You, my God. You fill up the hole thats in my heart where the things of the world like money, love relationships and material things couldn't sastify. I love you Daddy. I want to be a vessel for you. Everything that is precious to me, I give it all to you, I give my heart to you Daddy. Only you can satisfy my heart. I will keeping running the race. I know that you will be running beside me. At the end of the race you will be there to uphold me in open wide arms.

Your little girl,

Flora

Stress! Projects after projects, and quizes after quizes.
I wish the 2 weeks holidays faster come lol.
Gonna study real hard and pray for good Grades (:.
And..ASIA CONFERENCE is one more day away!
Can't wait to go for the night sessions with Pastor Kong, Phil Pringle, Ar Benard and Benny Hinn man!=)

BACK FROM JAPAN!(:! Had fun last week. And i will post about the trip the next post(: Alot of things are coming ahead like my band competiton on 22 oct, the same day i having my english O level exam. The day i'm awaiting(:

What a bright clear blue sky
Fluffy clouds below me

Wondering what kind of me i'm i suppose to live.
Sometimes its hard to be myself
Or i dont know where's the me i used to be
Where's me?
Popping out questions that i couldn't answer
Things that i want to do,

I dreamt of,
It seems impossible in reality

I'm i better off alone?

Sometimes, i wonder did i lost myself?
God, i know you will clear the clouds.
I know you will show me the me one day.

Today went out with Wayne and Yiling. I totally forgot that today i suppose to meet Esther and Yvonne to go to Ben Shifu's house to celebrate his birthday. But fortunately He was not at home.hahas. Well we went to Century Square Sakae Sushi to have our lunch and dinner buffet. We talked about alot of things like how we spent our holidays and the course we studying in.
I first time ate raw salmon in my life. I always thought eating raw salmon is kinda disgusting cause its uncook. And i ate alot of it. (: And i ate raw squid first time too hahas! I spit out green tea infront of Wayne cause Yiling said the word "bless". Long story anyways haha. I was laughing like nobody's business cause of his expression after spiting water at him. lol. Mochi Ice Cream(:My salmon =D me,wayne and yiling=)

After that we went to TIMES bookstore. We spent one hour in the store and we read lots of interesting facts.(: Example like does eating carrots helps to impove your vision, whats the reason of having hipcups etc. After that we went to watch Mama Mia =). Its a musical movie. Here's the review of the movie:
An independent, single mother who owns a small hotel on an idyllic Greek island, Donna (Streep) is about to let go of Sophie (Amanda Seyfried), the spirited daughter shes raised alone. For Sophies wedding, Donna has invited her two lifelong best girlfriendspractical and no-nonsense Rosie (Julie Walters) and wealthy, multi-divorcee Tanya (Christine Baranski)from her one-time backing band, Donna and the Dynamos. But Sophie has secretly invited three guests of her own. On a quest to find the identity of her father to walk her down the aisle, she brings back three men from Donnas past to the Mediterranean paradise they visited 20 years earlier. Over 24 chaotic, magical hours, new love will bloom and old romances will be rekindled on this lush island full of possibilities.

I love musical movies like The Rouge too. (: